back frm imm

disclaimer : this is a negative post, might have been caused due to a lack of sleep. They're all just my personal views, i don't really want to fuck anyone (eww i'm straight ty) nor do i want anyone to die or suffer (but if they do, i'd not feel any worse off), so pls, if any random person actually reads this, if you bash me you're just a loser taking a cheap shot at people. and if you're reading this as my friend, you prolly know me enough to think whatever you wanna think of me. Thank You.


overall, queueing overnight turned out fine
some fans were taking down pple's names and queue numbers and checking that no one cuts queue throughout the night
it wasn't very warm
and i made friends with the pple around me
and i had quite a nice sleep on my mat
and they started selling the album on time

what i felt irritated came afterwards
when the few fans who were taking down the names b4 said that THEY don't want pple to stay overnight at IMM and therefore they say that we should all follow the queue number that we got

ok, i do appreciate that they tried to do something to regulate the event
and that if they didn't do what they did many pple would prolly start cutting queue/joining their friends
but seriously even w/o them it would have still worked
as there were less than 3k fans (which means no need to fight)
the barricades set up were already common sensical enought to follow
so seriously what they did was rather redundant

and the most impt thing is
who gave them the right to decide that we can't queue overnight till sunday ?
hurh
they say they dun want us to stay overnight
but what i think is the main reason is that they want to safeguard their queue position (top 10) as they're going for the s'pore awards show later in the evening
and they know that if they go for the event they won't be the top 10 in the queue to get into the showcase as there are pple (like me) who are not going for s.e.a, and who plan to queue there before the s.e.a ends
to get a better chance at actually seeing shinee during the showcase

and they even got some mother to explain
and she was like saying "you know the sacrifices that you have to make to follow your idols, and those pple who came to queue earlier and took the effort to help out were obviously sacrificing more and therefore are justified to be at the front in the event"
FUCK OFF MOTHERFUCKER
wtf i became pissed off hearing her drone on abt this issue when no one's listening
seriously the only ones who are happy abt this arrangement are those that are going for the s.e.a, or adam lambert event or having camp or those who're unwilling to queue for another night
BUT I WAS PLANNING TO DO THAT
omg
so i'm not a worthy fan ?
i cannot see them up close because i got school the other day, and i'm a responsible student for not missing school ?
and what about the others whose parents didn't allow them to queue overnight and therefore cld only come to buy the tic in the morning ?

yar of course, our parents don't support us, we have other responsibilities to fulfil, we have less money and resources to show our adoration to our idols makes us less worthy fans

and those whose parents even came over are worthier fans ?
those who queue up 2 days to buy the album are worthier fans ?

it's this sort of stupid thinking that makes me thank god that i'm a mature, rational, logical, all-rounded thinker
and not a myopic thinker who thinks that they are better then everyone

wtf i'm just irritated at myself for not queueing up earlier to get a better seat
maybe i should have just skipped school for 2 days to queue up for this, that would be a big sacrifice, i would be such a great fan -__-

i hope they die

ok that's mean

i hope they do not succeed in life
shit ruined my plans

i'm #503, 502 people are worthier fans than me, the others are less worthy then me wow i'm so proud

fuck i will not get to see them, the space is so small that 300 fans would basically block the whole view of the stage already much less 502, and the stage is friggin small

urgh
i hope i get to see onew at least
but i guess i might not be worthy enough
i'm just a loser you know